after all

it doesn't pay to get excited about sharing on the internet because the energy is coming from too far away and and from a different time and we only call it sharing because we suspend reality and create an illusion that is little more than a bubble and just as fragile, the excitement of the moment bursts and waits and eventually, like a happy puppy, falls asleep and dreams and by the time the response comes, the excitement must be re-created and even when in earnest, it is more a sigh than a gasp...

after all, no one is actually here... but not to be wasted (or set up for disappointment, i share the excitement with myself :)