the afterblog life

when i come here after all the writing, i realize that no one cares today, that i am alone in time and space, that if i died tonight, right now, it might be days before someone knocked on my door to find me and weeks before some of you knew and possibly, you'd not find out for much longer as no one near even pays attention to my babblings or online sharings... that is sad for the large part of me who lives to share, but then, that is life and there is much sadness in life... i've learned to enjoy life as it is, with much sadness and much joy... even if neither are shared much these days...