is it vulnerable?

after all the writing elsewhere, serious irreverence and vice versa intense and nonsense and blah blah blah and deep meaningful confession, here, alone, i sit back and welcome rest and sleep and you... i mean, just in case you ever find me... the loneliness is light these days because there is so much to occupy my time, work i love and softball leave not enough time for long deep sleeps so fatigue remains high... any meaningful information that might flow in this blog may be on hiatus for a while as i do not have the night time time to focus and delve into myself... still, the night is here, after the blogging, and even asleep, so am i... and i wonder, this time away from myself, here, after the blogging, is it vulnerable?...