sighing softly

a rise in loneliness tonight, probably because the back hurts, the disk slipped making standing completely erect challenging giving me the old man posture and reminding me that life ends and i'm getting closer to the end every day and i am still alone and would so much rather be sharing most of the time and that's why this is here, the afterblog, when there's still more hope for sharing after all the other blogs have gone to bed... hoping someone will stay awake with me... someday... somewhere... someone...