not all loneliness

but a whole lot of the reason for the afterblog is to respect the hunger, the desire, the passion for sharing that keeps me awake when all others fall alseep... as if the 'regular' blogs are read regularly and there is sharing regularly, the lament of will no one stay awake with me seems so noble or poetic or dramatic or something... but the sad fact is i am alone before during and after blogging... cuz nobody loves the written word as i do... and nobody wants to share as i do... and nobody is here as i am... at least not near enough to notice... so i blog on the hope it might happen... and i afterblog on the hope it will happen again...

cuz i don't want to miss a thing...