New Life Starts Here, Sort Of

Feeling betrayed by friends who claimed to care, friends I helped when they needed help, but somehow hope remains after all the pain and tears, hope remains. This month new income starts and new place to live is found and some sort of independent life, lonelier than ever, begins again. A long year and a half almost, all I had was my softball and some game nights with friends. One thing being down and out does is it lets you know who really cares. Just one gave me what I needed, all others abandoned me. Still, they invite me to play games and ask me for help when they need it. Did I mention people are strange?

More and more I wonder just how I manage to stay hopeful that someone who will really care.