such a waste

all the writing, all the words, all the caring, all the birds... birds?... whatever, we destroy everything, us humans, so why should we even try to actually share anything worthwhile... sad, such a waste... dozens of entries, blogging my heart out, blogging my brains out, blogging my silly meaninglessness out too... only friends would care, so why bother... cuz as usual, after the blogging is over, here we are... alone... wanting... what a waste...