loving it

the wonder of being, especially in the night... and while much of the time i wish for someone to share the moments, wishing or not for company, the moments are amazing and wonderful... if you only knew... you'd be amazed too :)

why afterblog

i am still awake because i crave stimulation, intellectual and emotional stimulation most of all, which is why i am browsing the internet cuz if i just wanted physical stimulation i can always masturbate... perhaps there is a way to have it all... playfully, with full disclosure and informed consent, of course... see what happens when i get bored, poor thing, little did she expect to be immortalized in the afterblog... laughter is addictive though :)

the story

The story can be found everywhere, personally, privately, and publicly, but the bottom line remains i am here to share. The words are the hope and actualized sharing that inspires the feeling and belief in not being alone that you might call god or God.

Get that, and you may begin to get me.

yeah, so whatever

What am I doing awake? I have a full day conference tomorrow during which staying awake will be challenging enough on a full night's sleep and here I am still wide-eyed and wishing someone would find me, love me, and share some meaningful moments with me. Fool or pathetic hopelessly hopeful romantic dreamer. You oughta know.

What's the difference?